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Lying

Lying is published in paperback

by Peter Owen

"There is only one truth,
which is that nothing is true ".
Andrew Motion.

Lying
takes a sharp look at our whole culture of mendacity,
in which hype and spin rule supreme,
statistics are manipulated, history rewritten,
hoaxes abound on the internet,
bogus guests appear on TV chat shows,
and the travel, beauty and health industries
peddle expensive dreams.

Lying is also a love story. Alison Ward, an
idealistic young editor in a publishing house,
falls obsessionally in love with an older man,
James Egerton, seemingly out of reach on both
social and religious grounds. Why should a
Cambridge-educated accountant from a
well-to-do, ultra-Catholic family be attracted to
someone of modest means and background
who has rarely set foot inside a church (and whose
father moreover dismisses all religion as claptrap)?

Against the odds, she wins his love but, five years into
their marriage, finds herself leading a double life, upholding 'truths' in public which
privately she abhors. The strain of this deception, coupled with deep sadness
at their failure to conceive a longed-for child, eventually leads her into an affair.
As lie piles on lie, she is horrified at her own faithlessness. Why, when she loves
her devout and devoted husband, is she sloping off with a scruffy, layabout
barman she doesn't even like?

She begins to see falsehood everywhere - in advertising and politics, even science
and medicine - and above all in the constricting religion of her husband and his family.
Yet James's faith is an essential part of him, his virtue and integrity the very qualities
that first attracted her; thus the discovery that even he is entangled in deception
comes as a profound shock.

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"Joanna Trollope meets Graham Greene ... "


"Wendy Perriam is one of our most consistent, and most consistently under-rated,
authors. She never features in the best-seller lists or comes into contention for
literary prizes. But she rarely fails to deliver the goods; and she does so again here,
in a novel of complexity and mounting excitement.

The plot abounds in the kind of moral conundrum that keeps Catholic priests in
business, and the characterisation is excellent throughout. Perriam has a fine sense
of emotional drama: whole scenes are driven by a sudden fit of lust, jealousy, anger,
taking a character in its grip ... a highly professional effort."

Sunday Telegraph

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"Wendy Perriam is not afraid of big themes."

Indeed, she seems as a writer to revel in them. Though the plots and locations of her
novels are small-scale – she is an inveterate chronicler of English suburban angst –
she is always painting on a wider canvas. She almost rushes to embrace and dissect
contemporary vices such as guilt, nostalgia, rebirth and what the Italians call menefregismo,
the who-gives-a-toss-about-anyone-else approach to life.

"Lying" fits the blueprint and takes as its big theme the deceit and hypocrisy that underpin
otherwise idyllic relationships, and which Perriam paints as permeating our culture and
institutions ... [Alison]tumbles into a series of tangled affairs, recounted with Perriam's
other trademark: a graphic frankness and breathless gusto.

This is undoubtedly a deeply personal novel ... [Perriam] was told that she would never
have children before going on to have what she regards as a 'miracle baby'. This element of
autobiography, though carefully enmeshed with the plot and never self-indulgent, makes
for some of "Lying's" most affecting and authoritative sections.

As ever, the tragedy is to some extent mitigated by a fine line in black humour; Perriam
can be wickedly funny with her dialogue, in her off-the-cuff social observations and in
sketching minor characters and their mannerisms.

An accomplished and intelligent novel by a too often overlooked novelist who wears
her seriousness of purpose lightly."

Independent

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"Perfect holiday reading"

"Wendy Perriam was always a good writer. . . She would doubtless have remained a good writer
but for a traumatic experience that turned her into an outstanding one, regarded by many literary
buffs as one of the finest English authors of the century.

The only positive outcome of [her loss of faith] was the effect it had on her writing.
It's hard to think of another living author with such searing powers of description
and such devastating insight into human behaviour.

Her first 13 novels were outstanding, but so powerful and provocative one felt wrung out
after reading them. "Lying" is just as brilliant but with a lighter touch and an engrossing
quality that makes it perfect holiday reading."

Surrey Comet

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"A pleasure to read from start to finish, "Lying" should be the one novel everyone reads this year."

"With Lying, Wendy Perriam returns to brilliant form, with a story that is fast-paced,
thought-provoking and original . . . An ordinary love story? Far from it . . .

The opening chapters of the novel do several things very well indeed. Perriam supplies us with
characters who are utterly believable and who furthermore command our sympathy.
Alison is a heroine in the great tradition of the eighteenth century, and we feel for her
as she teeters through the pitfalls of trying to win James's love, treading as she does
with reckless abandon close to the cliff edge of social embarrassment
(an every-present reality for the English) and sailing close to the shoals of a religious
experience of which she is entirely ignorant. We have all been there: the things we do
for love indeed. These chapters are funny, wise, well-observed and above all true.

But Perriam takes the story further, not content to give us simply a Catholic version of the
Bridget Jones fable. Both Alison and James are destined to endure something of a dark
night of the soul. Here too our author takes us one step beyond the usual boundary of the novel,
which, ever since Jane Austen, has tended to end with the heroine's wedding.

Married life is not a bed of roses, and rarely have I read of marital difficulties so delicately
and convincingly expounded. To write about people falling in love is to tread a well-trod
literary path; to write about the trials that can destroy love is a much harder task, and
Perriam rises to the challenge superbly. Once again, we see characters on the cliff edge,
this time falling off, pushed over into irrational and imprudent behaviour by the smallest things.
But we do not lose patience with them, neither do they ever lose our sympathy,
for the reader knows – if he has any humility, that is – that the tiniest irritant can
cause a huge catastrophe. Perriam is a very human writer – she understands how
people make mistakes, for she has both wit and compassion, two qualities that are
often mutually exclusive."

The Tablet

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Wendy Perriam talks about "Lying"


        

For the basic plot of "Lying", I drew on my parents' life story. Like James in the novel, my father originally intended to be a priest, but left the seminary to marry, insisting that his bride-to-be convert to Catholicism. However, many years into the marriage, he lost his faith. Appalled at the thought of my mother's reaction, he concealed his doubts and continued to play the part of a devout Catholic, attending Mass regularly, even taking Communion. The irony was that, unbeknown to him, my mother had also lost her faith, and she too was dissembling, for his sake.

Now, aged 92, my father says the one thing he regrets is having been
brought up as a strict Catholic with all the resultant guilt and self-denial.

I share this regret. Expelled from my convent school as a 'heretic in Satan's power', I spent the next ten years in terror of damnation, and feverishly examining every major religion in the hope of finding something to believe. Life without the comfort and security of a Father-God seemed frighteningly bleak.

I have never lost the yearning for faith, and while I was researching Catholicism for "Lying", I felt like a child with my nose pressed against the sweetshop window, gazing in at saints and angels, prayers and plainchant, chalice and ciborium - all the things I'd loved and lost.

I also encountered many aspects of Christian belief - at one extreme, the radicals who have dispensed with God altogether, and at the other, the more-papist-than-the-Pope brigade, who abhor any form of sex education and even object to the word 'partner', as undermining the sanctity of marriage. I heard chilling accounts of abuse and cruelty perpetrated by priests and nuns, and of radical priests forced to leave the ministry, and I met people like myself terrified of hell after years of childhood indoctrination.

But whatever the abuses, the advantages of faith are legion, and not just in the spiritual realm. Taking up a religion is equivalent in health terms to giving up smoking, and research studies show that believers live longer, have stronger immune systems and enjoy better health in general. Also, religion offers support within a community, and a sense of vision to society as a whole. It gives every person value, regardless of appearance, wealth or status - a soul makes us special! - and its promise of eternal life takes away the sting of death.

Prayer (like jogging!) is said to release endorphins in the body, and may even work miracles. In the novel, James's grandma Cecilia calls him her 'miracle baby' - her prayers saved his life. Here I drew again on personal experience. When my daughter Pauline was declared dead in the womb, my then still-devout mother prayed non-stop and, extraordinary though it sounds, the doctors began to hear the foetal heartbeat once more. Having been told I would never conceive, I found Pauline's birth doubly miraculous.

Infertility appears to be on the increase, affecting one in six couples in the UK alone, some of whom may spend 10 or 20 years undergoing highly stressful treatment, with no baby at the end of it. Don't I know! Despite endless proddings and pokings and many courses of drugs, I never succeeded in having another child.

In the novel, Alison's infertility is one of the reasons for her affair. Although appalled at her behaviour, she does find it a great relief to be able to separate sex from conception. Sex with her lover Craig is crude and often violent, totally different from James's tender love-making. Yet she finds herself returning to Craig's bed, while avoiding her husband's overtures. I'm interested as a writer in exploring people's perverse desires, the kicks they get in unexpected ways. Alison feels that Craig allows her to be her true self, whereas James's religion has forced her into a straitjacket. There are parallels here with my previous novel "Second Skin", in the sense that many of us feel compelled to live a lie, in order to conform to what our partners or parents or society regard as 'right'.

And in another novel, "Bird Inside", the main character Jane wonders if learning to lie is simply part of growing up: a skill you need to acquire, like driving or cooking. Indeed, more than a skill - an art-form, with the power to smooth relationships, deflect anger, ease pain and social intercourse, or even allow us to get away with murder (literally, in some cases). Certain psychotherapists actually advocate lying, to preserve marriage and/or friendship.

Alison is faced with this very dilemma: is love more important than truth - a question which has exercised philosophers and theologians down the ages. Later in the novel she asks herself, if the stakes are high enough, will even the most virtuous person lie?

The answer is probably yes. According to research, each of us tells up to 180 lies a day. (Don't ask me how they calculate!) It occurs to me now that if I had lied at the age of 18 and simply pretended to believe, as some of my classmates did, I would have spared myself the trauma of expulsion.

But how could I? In those uncompromising days, I considered lying to be
as heinous as heresy, so I was damned either way!

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"Perriam is one of the finest and funniest writers to emerge in England since Kingsley Amis. She is gifted with devastating powers of observation and can call up characters who are both compact and complex." Herald Tribune

"Wendy Perriam was born to write. She looks at the world with a different eye from the rest of us. Her work refreshes and exhilarates. She gets to the heart of the matter, and there, lurking beneath the seriously mundane, we discover the spiritual underpinnings of the universe.
I am her greatest fan." Fay Weldon.

"Perriam must be a strong contender for Britain's most underrated novelist." Daily Telegraph "


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