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SHORTLISTED FOR
THE MIND BOOK OF THE YEAR



You may love Eric - or want to shake him! Passionately idealistic about his work as a librarian, and his mission to extend literacy and literature into the wider community, he’s also ruefully aware that he’s not exactly Superman. Forced to hide his mysterious background and his mortifying fears, he’s a man with secrets - withheld even from close friends. His once homely wife, now a fashionista, has abandoned him, to live in Seattle with a high-powered corporate kingpin; taking their only child, a moody minx-in-waiting, about to turn thirteen.

Yet, against the odds, Eric sets out to prove himself - indeed, even to find a soul-mate. Whether braving choco-luv Speed-Dating (chocolates provided, but is he a hard nut or a melting cream?); running Wandsworth Prison readers’ groups; attending an American Church that champions the Gospel of Prosperity, or rescuing his daughter from near-rape - he finally comes to epitomize the truth of Hemingway’s words: “The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places.”

Perriam’s 22nd publication - and first novel in eight years - combines laugh-out-loud comedy with a probing investigation of fear; recognized by doctors and philosophers, as far back as Hippocrates, as one of the most fundamental of human emotions, yet frequently kept hidden, as a source of deepest shame. The novel also explores the often shocking world of children growing up in care. On account of their bad start in life, the future for many is prison, prostitution, the doss-house or drug-addiction. Yet, while Perriam questions the whole basis of our justice system, she also provides a highly entertaining read.


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Reviews of "Broken Places"

Perriam writes brilliantly about fear and grief, and the lives of children in care, but she is also savagely, hilariously funny about everything to do with sex.

The Times

This is Wendy Perriam's first novel for eight years and well done her for such a great come back. "Broken Places" is hilarious in places and in others terribly dark.

But Perriam has a winning hero in Eric, a librarian who believes in the power of literature to mend damaged lives, including his own.

Eric's marriage is over, his daughter lives elsewhere and his painful past remains a secret even to close friends. But he's hoping for love, monetheless, whether by dining the greediest woman in Britain at the most expensive restaurant (she consumes two starters, plus his) or submitting to Choco-Love Speed-Dating (is he a hard nut or a melting cream?).

You'll root for Eric - he's a good person in a naughty world; Adrian Mole with more detail and determination to make a difference.

Perriam writes passionately and movingly about the sad and the bad, but is brilliant on the funny side, too.

Bravo!

Wendy Holden - Daily Mail

Perriam has never been one to pander to expectations. Her darkly comic novels about insecure, ill-at-ease, marginalized figures usually conclude a few degrees short of utterly bleak. At heart, there is no such thing as contentment and inner peace in her angst-ridden view of the world ....

I’m making “Broken Places” sound so downbeat that only the fiercest optimist could make it to the end without resorting to anti-depressants, but it isn’t.

Perriam’s pessimistic take is more than counterbalanced by a redeeming gift in her oddball sense of humour. Her novels are very funny, and this one is no exception. It is a sense of humour so black and absurd, it can take a few chapters to appreciate, but which slowly becomes addictive.

Perriam is, it is often said, one of our most underrated writers. With this return to full-length fiction, she deserves wider appreciation.

Read more on The Independent website

Peter Stanford

The Independent

This is a novel that gets to the heart of the matter: the simple acknowledgement that life is fundamentally unfair. Good fortune comes not as a reward for virtue, bad fortune not as a punishment for vice or idleness, but in a shockingly haphazard way. It is Perriam’s preoccupation, and not normally a cheerful one, but in this, her first novel for eight years, Broken Places, she explores the theme with such verve, energy, relish and good humour the reader is left cheered and not depressed. Perriam can be very, very funny, as she follows the trials of Eric, our naive red-haired librarian, deserted by his family, wrongly advised by friends, crippled by his phobias, craving what to others comes so easily - a happy and fulfilled domestic life - but denied it by his own fears and timidity. Just another of life’s losers. Then Perriam allows him a sudden brilliant glimpse of Nirvana, some strikingly vivid sexual experiences, a flight to America where his integrity is tested by what amounts to 40 days in the wilderness, the shockingly smug Seattle suburbia where his daughter lives in careless luxury, before dumping Eric back into dismal London, but happier, wiser and heartily grateful for small mercies. It is a great and adventurous read. The moment of epiphany when Eric overcomes his fear of flying brought a healing gulp to the throat. All phobics should read it and learn.

Fay Weldon

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Review: Broken Places,


Posted: Wednesday 3 August 2011


Guest post from Pandora, reviewing Wendy Perriam's novel 'Broken Places', shortlisted for Mind Book of the Year 2011


The blurb of Wendy Perriam's twenty-second book, 'Broken Places', boldly states that 'you may love Eric [Parkhill, the protagonist]... or want to shake him!' In my experience, the two states were not mutually exclusive, but overall I was definitely in the 'love' camp.

Although the book starts on a fairly innocuous note – it's initially disguised as the tale of a middle-aged divorceé looking for love – I warmed to Eric instantly; his dreadful it-could-only-happen-to-me luck and hapless nature reminded me of Adrian Mole, one of my favourite ever fictional creations. Yet, despite some of Eric's cringeworthy experiences, his ostensible failures and mis-fitism, as the story advances the reader's fondness for him becomes punctuated by respect and admiration – because, initial impressions notwithstanding, this is anything but a romantic comedy.

Despite the sometimes humourous tone employed in Perriam's writing, this is a serious yet highly readable novel that explores major social issues such as the deficiencies of the social care system, the integration of the socially excluded (including those with mental health difficulties) into society, and the relationship between criminality and traumatic histories.

Over time, Eric's enigmatic background is revealed in fleeting, tantalising bursts. A certain amount of spoiler-ing is required here, in order to discuss the thematic issues raised, so forgive me when I reveal that Eric was brought up within the care system. Whilst Perriam, through Eric, does acknowledge that the inherent faults of the system are not always directly attributable to the staff, the novel nonetheless provides a meticulously researched but searing indictment on a system that so frequently fails those it is meant to protect.

As the true bleakness of Eric's history begins to become apparent, the tone is both moving and stark. But for the salvation of reading, reflects librarian Eric – running book clubs both for prisoners and those with psychiatric problems – he too could have easily found himself incarcerated or mentally ill; his closeness to the plight of these characters shows a compassion borne out of near-experience. The prison chapters were some of my favourite in the entire novel – whilst cleverly exploring how socio-economic factors have a strong demonstrable connection to delinquency, the book also told a very human, touching story of emotional neglect and despairing loneliness. Indeed, throughout 'Broken Places', I lost count of the number of times that my maternal switch was flicked to 'on', where I wanted to reach out and hold Eric, to comfortingly stroke his wayward hair.

Sadly, as well as having been abandoned, Eric also suffered sexual abuse, and berates himself at times for not having simply refused to see his abuser. However, he notes ruefully that the abuser listened and kept 'promises' and how he (Eric) felt like he 'mattered'. In other words, interest and attention, even in the most inappropriate way imaginable, were preferable to him than the wretched indifference of his ironically-named care institutions. At this juncture, I was almost fearful of reading on, because the tragedy of this situation brought tears to my eyes – and was scarily close to home. But the engaging writing compelled me to read on.

The far-reaching impact of abuse and neglect are further shown in Eric's interactions with his surly teenage daughter; his 'irrational' fears, entirely logical in context to him, are derided and mocked by her. Yet the beauty of this particular relationship is that, in the end, love and companionship triumph, drawing the two together in solidarity, and affording Eric a sense of redemption. The emotional and eloquently expressed scenes between the two – and even between Eric and his cat! – had the power to move me to tears all over again.

One of the best compliments I can give this book is that the second I closed it, I missed Eric. He is a believable and lovable character – full of flaws, yes, but also full of strength and determination. Above all, this is a literate, psychological novel that ably and enjoyably tells a moving tale of the everyday heroism of an ordinary person put through extraordinary trials.

Pandora


Pandora's own blog is"Confessions of a Serial Insomniac".

She is also the current editor of the group blog "This Week in Mentalists", which provides weekly round-ups of the best in mental health blogging and media coverage.

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FEEDBACK FROM LIBRARIANS ABOUT A NOVEL WITH A

LIBRARIAN PROTAGONIST !

Hi Wendy

I wanted to let you know that I have just finished your latest book ' Broken Places' and I thought it was brilliant. I was completely engaged from the start and felt Eric was a wonderfully created character, as his fears and insecurities felt utterly honest and completely convincing throughout the book.

I think he could be labelled 'universal man' because, no matter how confident or successful we may consider ourselves to be, I am sure we all feel like Eric for some of the time and this is what you have captured so strongly. A book like this tugs at the heart in so many ways - dealing with topics like loneliness, rejection and feelings of inadequacy - makes for an essential but often painful read but you have crafted this so well.

I laughed as much as I cried and I felt hope throughout, as well as despair. I am mature enough and well-read enough to know that this is by no means an easy task for the writer to bring off.

With regard to your descriptions of the job of librarian with a remit for the development of reading groups I would like to let you know that you got it completely right. So much so that it felt uncanny at times.

In my previous role, seconded to The Reader Organisation, I ran groups for people with early onset dementia, learning difficulties, and mental health issues and I found it to be the most rewarding work I had ever done. Indeed, so much so, that although this new role requires me to leave some of this behind, I continue to run some of my groups, in addition to my other responsibilites, simply because I can't let it go and see the results first hand. It is amazing to watch someone's confidence return after a difficult time, for whatever reason,and witness them beginning to feel more at home in their group and enjoy taking part in the discussions.

I just had to let you know that your book is a very worthwhile read.

Very best wishes A Wirral librarian


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Dear Wendy

I've just finished reading Broken Places and have to congratulate you on producing a very funny yet poignant and realistic novel. Your description of a library assistant's job is spot on. How on earth do you KNOW ? You must have done the job yourself. And the description of the American Evangelical Right is hilarious.

I used to work in the library in Guisborough, North Yorkshire. Sadly, as a result of the Philistine cutbacks of this dreadful Government, half the libraries in the region are set to close.

Philomena Lewer

(former librarian in North Yorks)


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Dear Wendy,

I have just finished reading Broken Places and just had to write to congratulate you. Are you sure you haven't been secretly working in a library? The detail,and knowledge of the inner workings of the library world, and the differing attitudes of staff are absolutely spot on!

It is so perceptive and understanding about the problems of people like Eric, brought up in care. And it is so funny in places too! I am recommending it to everyone.

I wish you the very best of luck with it.

Jill Rooney (former librarian at Epsom & Ewell)


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Dear Wendy

I don't think I got round to saying how much I enjoyed reading Broken Places. I sympathised with the fear of flying, as the first time I flew I spent the whole time being sick! That chapter was fantastic, very funny.

Regards

Liz Radford (Lewisham Librarian)


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Hello Wendy Perriam

What am I going to do without my fix of Eric before bed time? I've just finished reading Broken Places having spun it out for as long as possible, and am really going to miss him.

My New Year's resolution was to re-read all of your previous books which I've so enjoyed, but Broken Places is in a class of its own, absolutely brilliant.

In a previous life I was a prison librarian for 13 years, and so could empathize with Eric's frustration about being allowed 'inside' for a previously arranged visit. The whole library background throughout the novel was totally authentic, unlike the usual portrayals. Congratulations.With Eric's background creating so much sadness in the story line, the book could have been a depressing read, but his triumphs in the end made it quite the opposite. A lovely way to end as well with the cat coming home, just when we had all forgotten him.

My favourite sentence in the entire book was 'Did planes have windscreen-wipers ?' It still makes me laugh now, but I can entirely understand his need to know.

Thank you so much for Broken Places. I hope that rather selfishly, writing could be a part of coming to terms with your recent personal tragedy.

With all good wishes for the future

Kay Dicks


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Critical acclaim for Wendy Perriam

Perriam is one of the funniest writers around.
Daily Telegraph

Perriam is a real find - she has that magical combination of a brisk, lively style and a literate intelligence.
Sunday Express

Perriam is a writer of authority and skill, with a wicked ear for conversational quirks.
Sunday Times

She has a considerable command of her craft and a shrewd sense of those aspects of contemporary life which are worth recording.
Times Literary Supplement

Perriam’s shrewd, sharp prose style is complemented by a marvellous talent for satirical observation.
The Scotsman

Perriam is the writer who makes purple prose a term of approval. Nobody does deep feelings better.
Sunday Times

Perriam’s strength is emotional accuracy. She draws convincing characters and poignant situations, and the reader can’t help but be emotionally involved.
The Spectator

Perriam must be one of the most underrated writers in the country. But in an oeuvre of nearly 20 books, she has proved a consistently sharp chronicler of modern Britain. She is also an extremely entertaining storyteller.
Sunday Telegraph

Perriam makes waves with her novels because each of them is an unusually honest projection of her personality and each is sustained by a fine command of her craft.
Glasgow Herald

Perriam is sometimes very funny, sometimes very sexual, sometimes very painful, and always difficult to pin down.
Standard

Literary, funny, moving - in a word, wonderful.
Daily Mail

I am her greatest fan.
Fay Weldon




Wendy Perriam talks about "Broken Places"

"One of the questions I pose in “Broken Places” is whether too much loss and trauma, especially at an early age, will always result in fear. My protagonist, Eric, has suffered many losses and much disruption growing up as child in care. Because he was sexually abused and had no power or control, he gradually lost trust in adults and in life, and becomes highly fearful once grown-up himself.

Those not afflicted by either fear or depression may condemn such states as ‘weakness’. However, recent neurological research reveals that constant, chronic adversity in childhood can hinder certain areas of crucial brain-development. That itself can give rise to fear and to other problems, physiologically caused. And even those with normal brain development may fall apart if they suffer too much stress. In fact, I’ve always believed that there’s only a thin line between so-called normal people and vulnerable groups, such as the homeless or the mentally ill, drug-addicts and prisoners and the like. Safe, successful lives can crumble overnight, if the pressures prove too great. The man selling doughnuts in Camden market may once have been a high-powered CEO; the down-and-out, sleeping rough on cardboard, could have lost his home following a harsh divorce; the woman staring at the wall in a psychiatric hospital might once have been a Head Mistress or a barrister.

Despite such serious themes, I wrote the book as a comedy. Fear itself has many humorous aspects - though admittedly not for the sufferers! Eric’s fear of flying drives him to farcical lengths, when, for the first time in his 44 years, he’s forced to board a plane. He’s convinced that the woman sitting next to him - a devout Muslim in a niquab - is actually a terrorist in disguise. And he refuses to budge from his cramped, confining seat, for fear that if he walks around the plane, it might overbalance and cause a fatal crash.

In many of my previous novels, I’ve also combined comedy with challenging subject matter; not just to sugar the pill, but because humour itself is a fascinating subject. It’s been used since time immemorial to counter all the threats to our existence: illness, natural disasters, emotional catastrophes and, ultimately, death itself.

Given such grave threats, is it any wonder that fear is so widespread and such a fundamental force in human affairs? As far back as the fourth century BC, Hippocrates recognised it as one of the most common human emotions, and Avicenna, the Arabian physician and philosopher, born around 980AD, emphasised “the great fear of things that aren’t frightening”, which he had often observed in his patients. Yet fear is frequently hidden, as a source of shame and embarrassment, and certainly Eric tries to conceal his terrors, to fit the macho image required of modern man. But, of course, any author interested in people’s inner lives will find such ‘secrets’ intriguing.

“Broken Places” is written through the voice of a man - a difficult challenge for a female. Of course, both sexes have far more in common than the comparatively minor things that divide them, and Jung’s exploration of the ‘animus’ and ‘anima’ famously emphasized the ‘opposites’ within both men and women. I’m certainly aware of my own male shadow-self. As a child, I longed to be a boy and always played the male parts in childhood games. The female role-models offered to me in the male-dominated1950s seemed constricting in the extreme: the submissive, docile Blessed Virgin Mary; the pretty but passive, powerless wife and mother. Even now, I dislike many of the things associated with femininity - shopping, fashion, make-up, high heels, home-making. And I feel a deep sympathy for men, who, regardless of the circumstances, are expected to be strong, powerful and fearless. A woman may flee from a spider or scream at a mouse, but a man who does likewise will be laughed to scorn.

I made Eric a librarian, partly because the Public Library was his sole refuge in his childhood - a place of order, peace and intellectual stimulation, and thus a welcome contrast to the mindless chaos of the children’s home. Reading allows him to escape into other, better worlds; the realm of the imagination countering grim reality. And an altruistic librarian in the Children’s Library acts as his guide and mentor; providing him with much-needed standards and structure.

I’ve always been a fan of libraries but, until I wrote “Broken Places”, I was unaware of the wealth of different projects they promote; some deliberately directed at non-readers. One of the more intriguing of these is “Living Libraries”; recently set up in a few test-areas, whereby you borrow people instead of books. You might “take out” an asylum seeker, or a disabled, Asian, lesbian single parent, to break down barriers and prejudice, and teach you more about the real lives of such people. Although “Living Libraries” don’t actually feature in the novel, the idea behind them is central to Eric’s thinking. One of his ideals is to increase tolerance and empathy through the community schemes he initiates; believing, as he does, that we should all try to gain a deeper knowledge of the “strangers” in our midst.

And this, I feel, is his saving grace. He may upbraid himself as lily-livered, but, given his unlucky start and the harshness of his childhood, I hope my readers will see him as a lion-heart."


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